Numb

Numb.

Hurt.

Confused.

Hanging on.

These emotions are the ones i feel right now.

Everybody has their own skeletons in their closets and finding one in an unlikely manner somehow puts ones happiness in jeopardy.

I don't want to judge him nor make a final decision regarding what we have right now but being left out of thin air with no idea as to what the hell is going on just hurts big time.

Still, i am willing to wait.

Wait for what?

For the time that he'll be able to tell me and explain about all the things i've discovered about him.

I will have to wait.

I have to be patient.

I just need time to overcome all of this.

Until he comes back again...